I’m not okay with myself. I’m unsure of life and need to straighten things up. I don’t like my body, I don’t like how I can no longer run as much as I used too. I am not fat and I know this, but just cause you’re not fat doesn’t mean you’re healthy. I’m working to become healthier, and maybe when I’m good with my body and what I can push myself to do I will be able to sort out the rest of my life. I have a great life, don’t get me wrong. I love all of my friends and my family is to die for; however the feelings inside of me and the way I feel is not good. Nor do I want to feel like this. I am emotionally awkward at the moment and have these feelings about life that make me feel super shitty. I am happy just feel weird, like everything just seems off. I don’t like it. So here’s to tidying up my life!
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