I really can’t stay up late anymore. Lately I’ve been thinking about my ex far too much and that entire situation really sucks. I’ve only dated a couple of people and I’ve never meshed as well with anyone like I did with him. I dunno, I just feel dumb. The later it gets the more it bothers me. I honestly wonder if it would bug me any less if he hadn’t gotten another boyfriend a week later or if I were capable of meeting anyone. Everything felt so perfect then, but it clearly wasn’t. I’m just blind and distracted by all the feelings that felt so right.
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