Today’s my Nana’s birthday. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss her. In fact I seem to just miss her more and more every day. It still feels unreal to me that she’s gone. I feel as if she’s still just a phone call away and that I’ll see her randomly throughout the week. I miss our conversations and her laugh. I miss the songs she’d make up with me, and I miss lying in bed eating Chinese food and watching movies. I’d really do anything to feel another one of her hugs or hear her call me Blakey one more time. She was the person I ran to when things got tough, and if she couldn’t help me out of sticky situations she was always there to calm me down and make everything seem better. She was an amazing woman and some days I feel completely lost without her. Everyone said it would get easier and yes I don’t cry everyday anymore, but things really haven’t gotten easier without her. The day she passed away, my life definitely changed. Rest In Peace Nana. I love you.
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